Post 34th Birthday

I was not well last week. Yes, on the day I turned 34, I was having red eyes, sore throat and fever. What a day rite… but Alhamdulillah I sailed through…

Papa wished me on the early morning, about 1 am. He did ask me if he was the first one to wish, and old him no…actually I have gotten few wishes through FB but I told him, the rest of the wishes were not important as his.. 

I admitted when I first got married, I tend to be over sensitive of important dates, such as birthday & anniversary. I was expecting my husband to be romantic and wish me on the dates and of coz forgetting was not in the list. That is my dream husband. Shower me with romantic, not that I care about what gift that he give but its more about the thoughts that count, rite.. but I think Allah Maha Kaya that He gave Pa as my husband which is 100% contradict from what I wanted. At first, it was quite depression. I always felt hurt when he took it easily and felt that he didn’t care about my feeling.
But, through the years, I have gone mild and be realistic. I love him for what he is and always love him and not for what he is not. So, I took rational thoughts about it. What bother, I mean he did wish me (only for 1 year which he forgot). I understand his situation where he didn’t have enough penny so I guess the wish and thoughts really count.

He actually bought me a cake. I was really surprised and never thought he will do such thing. See, I am so easy to pleased, ain’t I. 

There goes my birthday… it was quite and very low key but I love it. Despite my illness but I felt blessed with my family.